Monday, 23 March 2009

I'm in pain...

It's not pain as you would conventionally know it and it's really difficult to describe the sensation. My feet and lower legs feel like they want to shrivel up and shrink into themselves with occasional stabs of more conventional pain from my toes. I used to describe it as a crawling sensation, but that doesn't do it justice, it is more like my calves and feet are sponges that
someone is gradually wringing out.

I have had this a while, probably a couple of years and the pain is there all the time. It normally causes what I would term chronic discomfort. In the last seven days, however, it has been flaring up regularly into toe-curling proportions. It will gradually get worse for a few hours later in the day. It can start at lunchtime or in the evening and progresses to become really debilitating. The only thing that provides relief is if I get up and walk around and I often imagine that my legs want to break away and run off by themselves. I guess it also gets worse the hotter or more fatigued I get.

Conventional painkillers - ibuprofen, paracetamol etc - are no good. I'm not keen on taking any new drugs after the experience I had with Gabapentin, so I'm going to see my GP in the morning if there is anything I can do or take for any relief.

This was written while screwing my face into contortions. Apologies if it's rubbish.

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